Monday, March 24, 2008

awesome possum!



Finally after almost a year of taking pink photos with weird striations and black photos I will be the proud owner of a new shiny blue camera! <3

Hopefully I will have a lot more opportunities next quarter to use this little baby.

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Life in general has been going well. I think things in general are going in a positive direction; I feel much more alive and competent when I am working or just simply actively doing something.

So...what to say about my date the other night other than the fact that he was absolutely fantastic and gentleman in anyway imagined possible. WELL other than the fact that he was freaking TALL and I was...ermmmm still very vertically challenged in my heels. But anyways, I had an awesome night, showered by compliments and a lot of deep and interesting conversation. Future dates might be in sight, however it is not to be certain; said only because I'm never the optimist--I'll believe you when I feel it is real baby. (And it doesn't help that I'm in Irvine and he is in SD >_<) Ah, spring break has never felt so long, and it is only Monday! HA!

Anyways, to prevent myself turning into a lovesick fool for something shimmering that hasn't the slightly possibility of developing...I shall busy myself with trips to the beach, going out with friends, and getting ready for classes next quarter.

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oh...and lastly...I know probably no one reads this...but GO ALBERT WANG!!!! KICK ASS in Taiwan, and we wish you the best and will continue to support you from the other side of the Pacific.

Saturday, March 22, 2008

flattered




I'm insanely happy/giddy/flattered by my date tonight. <3
Maybe I'll write about it slightly more tomorrow. hehe

TOO CUTE!

Thursday, March 20, 2008

happy~



Mood: at the moment feeling entirely blessed

Wooooohoooo!!!! Finals are finally done...Just one more paper to write and I'm gonna go out on a date tomorrow!!! Looking forward to it...and hopefully it'll turn out alright. :D

Monday, March 17, 2008

Prediction

These are some quotes that I quoted back in 2005:

"爱情的可爱与可恨就在这里:他的心态会改变。当他愈来愈喜爱她,
觉得跟她在一起比他预期的更美好舒服、再对不过,于是希望这种日子可以长久过下去
,就算心里还抗拒着天长地久,总也希望两人的生
活可以延续得更久一些,至少久到发现彼此有难以忍受的缺点,再也
无法一起生活下去为止。"

"如今又再见面,我们应该认命,我们不能再分手下去了,那只是折
磨。与其折磨彼此,还不如折磨爱情,把它磨得面目全非,然后才
能死心,真正结束。"

"我们这段感情势必要经营得比别人困难。我们没有办法长期相聚、
互相照顾,时间与空间都是耗磨掉这份感情的不利因素。但我们一
连分手了两次都没成功,只觉得一次比一次更遗憾,并没有感觉到
任何的解脱感,事情只住更坏的方向演变而去,而没有结束。那时
我便已在想,就算分隔两地,也不表示非分手不可,也许我们应
该试着再一同走下去,直到有人决定放弃,就此打住,那么我们之
间才会有真正结束的一天。"

"爱情,是一场耗磨的过程吧?相爱了之后,等的就是谁先不再爱
谁。虽然口口声声说着天长地久,但实情就是这样,就只是任等待
不爱了的那天到来而已。"

~我的藍 by 席娟

我希望我有一天也能有那種勇氣.....

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Almost 3 years later....the result of my relationship went towards letting go, instead of taking each other's hands and continue on going.

Looking back at the good or bad.... I gave it my all. It was in the end that he let go. And I just let him let go since I was so tired of fighting to stay. It is funny how during stressful times, these are the things that I start to think about.

Hopefully after the finals I will begin to think less morbid thoughts.

Good luck to those who are currently struggling to cram all that final material into their brains!

Monday, March 10, 2008

*disclaimer*

This site's main theme more so stems from "Grace Kelly" by Mika. There is absolutely no association with Grace Kelly the actress. I only wish I could have 1/2 the grace she possesses on screen. *sighs*