Tuesday, November 27, 2007

Apple and Oranges

Today outside of class, Stef. and I saw the most interesting couple.

The girl was obese and short. Dressed in shirts too small and tight for her, and had accessories dangling off her left and right. She was holding hands with her boyfriend who was only slightly taller than her with a shaved head, and decked out in FOB ware. Together they spelled out fashion disaster and total awkwardness. What caught my attention wasn't their strange fashion statement or lack thereof, but it was how happy the two of them were. They were talking and laughing at some inside joke, and when they walked passed us, she tiptoed towards the guy, cups her hand around his face, and kisses his cheek after saying "I love you". The bf, was just smiling dumbly as if he never knew any other happiness in the world and held her hand and they walked towards the parking lot.

I couldn't help but chuckle at their awkwardness, but at the same time sigh wistfully and longingly at their candid display of affection towards each other. Maybe apples and oranges can go together ...after all, they are both fruits.

Saturday, November 24, 2007

Current Thoughts

Life is full of curve balls; one minute you believe that it is all good and dandy, it throws something unpleasant right in your face and hits you off your track.

My grace has currently left me for the time being, I'm simply struggling to stay afloat.

I need to remember that there is good in my life, and remember what M. told me. That will help, I hope, I think. And I will ride the tide out.

Monday, November 19, 2007


How was my weekend?

uh no better than the previous. Thank the upper beings that this week is only 3 days. Good? Bad? I guess I will eventually find out.

ETA: K. I think I may need a visit to the dermatologist soon. *sigh*

Wednesday, November 14, 2007

Busy Busy

My long weekend was busy. I wish I could of came up with a better description, however 'busy' was the only one that I thought would truly encompass all that happened--which resulted in my lack of sleep and need to take things slow today. Yet it seems like things won't slow down for me, so, yippee I get to run after them.

I went to Bodies with a resident friend of mine on Friday night. Usually I would think that it would be more of an informative event/hangout session, except other than his offer of 'if I need anything feel free to ask' I didn't learn much. And I also have to say since he is Asian, I don't know how much he really meant by that...whether it was said due to politeness or whether he really meant it. Thinking like this is sooo 'Ajian' of me.

Anyways, I did a genius move tonight. After having dinner with An. I went home to get my stuff so I can study at the Cancer Center. It was when I sat down in the conference room, laying out all my stuff that I realized I forgot my text book that I was suppose to read. GAH! The agony! Grrr so here I am sitting in the conference room thinking that maybe I really need to go home. *sigh* It has been a long day.

Hopefully tomorrow will be better.

Tuesday, November 6, 2007

Food vs. Roomate

My roommate eats my food. She doesn't even ask for permission even when I am standing right in front of her, she just takes whatever is on the table and eats it. O_o

Today I took a nap after my midterm, and I set the rice to cook before I napped. I woke up and went to heat up my lunch, peered into the rice cooker...and a quarter of my rice was gone. Granted at the beginning of the year I said that I would cook for her when I have the time, but surely this doesn't count right? And doesn't one ask before they take whatever that doesn't belong to them?

*baffled* I don't want to get too much in her face for this, after all I still have to live with her for the rest of the academic school year, but other than this and occasionally leaving the bathroom like a war zone, she really is a good roommate.


Midterms. 2 down, 1 to go.
Totally bombed the second one. though I studied a lot for it *sadness* I guess my study just wasn't enough.

Monday, November 5, 2007

I Hate Midterms

GRR!!! screw grades and med school; maybe I should just find me self a rich husband and marry myself off.

Sunday, November 4, 2007

Bloated.........brain that is.

You know that feeling when you keep eating and eating until you can't eat anymore, but somehow you just can't stop feeding yourself, because you feel like you just HAVE to eat?

Thats how I currently feel about studying right now; so instead of my stomach, it is my brain that is protesting.

Someone save me from OEB syndrome.

Saturday, November 3, 2007


Lets see how many words I can come up with that means tired for the next few days.

Today was way too much eventful than I would of liked. First of all, slept through classes and had to rush to the practicum fair with J.. In all fairness, the practicum sounds like actually something fun that I would like to do for a change, so that was pretty good. Got to lab, and found out that the traffic surrounding campus was due to a fact that someone threw a pipe bomb on the freeway that passes through under one of the campus bridges, so part of the campus was shut down. Lovely.

Stayed at work till 7ish, went home to eat, print out some hand outs and went back to lab to study in one of those conference rooms. As I pulled into to one of the parking lots, in the middle of the empty parking lot, there was a bleach-shaped bottle wrapped up in a plastic bag, just sitting in the middle of the parking lot. GAHHHHHH! There was no one around so I couldn't rely on someone else to report the thing...so I had to call campus police. Which led to, waiting and eventually talking to police and waiting with them a little bit more for the EH&S to come pick it up.

Talk about uneventful night of studying. SIGH, at least I memorized the 20 amino acids...errr I think. Now I'm so tired, but I can't sleep and the neighbors upstairs are being a pest, making noises at 1:45am in the morning. Can I strangle someone please?

Friday, November 2, 2007


This week has been insanely tiresome. Getting home from work at late hours and then having to study whilst my brain just freezes on me and I just sit there and stare.


I'm so screwed for my midterms next week. *cries*


This site's main theme more so stems from "Grace Kelly" by Mika. There is absolutely no association with Grace Kelly the actress. I only wish I could have 1/2 the grace she possesses on screen. *sighs*