Thursday, May 26, 2011

And It begins....

AHHHH, I clicked on the button!!!!! I can't believe I'm doing this.....The me 3 years ago would be quite pleased and impressed.

Now, I'm just nervous and hopefully will stick to training. I do have a time goal in mind, but I don't think I'm ready to post it on here it.

Wish me luck~

Thursday, May 12, 2011

Just a Kiss

Couldn't stop thinking about this song. Ain't gonna brought back some memories and a wistful smile.

Tuesday, May 10, 2011


Reading things like this makes me feel that all that is bothering me is truly insignificant.

Derek, R.I.P.

Monday, May 9, 2011


I'm frustrated. One of the girls who disappeared from my life oh so willingly a year ago, right now is constantly on the move to try to get back into my life. Instead of joy or relief that she is trying, all I am left with is frustration. I hate her for wanting to walk into my life after she blatantly ignored me for so long. At the same time I don't wish to confront her nor address this issue in any shape or form. And tonight, despite the fact that I'm tired, grouchy and jumpy, I have to meet her for dinner tonight.

Le Sigh.

Wish me luck.....!

Wednesday, May 4, 2011

A gesture of kindness

"I believe in you, don't worry, you will be fine" and "Don't worry love"

D. you have no idea how much these words mean to me. I missed you in my life, even though you are ridiculous for the majority of the time we are together.

Thank you for your hug and kiss. I needed it today more than ever.

Sunday, May 1, 2011


I managed to run 30 MINUTES STRAIGHT WITH NO STOPPING!!!!!!!! (and a bit more) 2.36 miles. Average 12:43min/mile

HUZZAH!!!!!! *pumps fist in air*!!! *happy dance!!!!*

When that timer hit 30mins, I was really like this PUAHAHHHAHAHAA

Okay...that was my happy dance. moving along....... :P

Next goal: Run outside and be able to maintain the same time.


While watching glimpses of the Royal wedding, documentaries showing Princess Diana and Prince William as a young boy brought tears to my eyes. I hope she got a front row seat view from above. I also realized that I've haven't been paying enough attention to news....I found out of about the wedding AFTER it had happened. Gah! Must keep up on current events....I mean in general.

oOOOhhh!!! and I'm soooo excited for Jun 22nd!!!! <3's galore!

Spent weekend with mom shopping and getting her ready for her 3 month trip in Taiwan. I haven't really spent quality time with her in a very long long time, so it was nice to have this weekend with her. Learned a couple things of her that I never knew she was capable of...and with her new found taste in fashion.....adorable is all I can say.

Also spent some time with K. and caught up with all the craziness that is going on in her life. I miss her, I wish I saw her more, and I wish cancer would go away from her. Thinking about her makes me want to cry most of the time and the other times I pendulum between angry at her for not taking better care of her self and the amount of love I have for her.

Lastly, on a more serious note, while I'm proud of our soldiers out there, I hope that there isn't a backlash towards civilians because of Osama Bin Laden's death. I pray for everyone who is involved and may we find a solution that is acceptable to all soon.


This site's main theme more so stems from "Grace Kelly" by Mika. There is absolutely no association with Grace Kelly the actress. I only wish I could have 1/2 the grace she possesses on screen. *sighs*