Friday, September 26, 2008

Current Thoughts

My life currently still seems as if it is an extension of my previous post....expecting the unexpected. Things that I had planned out previously and are going down the bucket and things that I did not expect I would do are happening one after the other. Oh dearie.

But this time, I decided, instead of panicking, I will sit tight and see where this roller coaster ride will take me. But as any normal human being would react, sitting through a roller coaster with one's heart up shoved up against one's throat, constricted whilst fear and adrenaline coursed through one's body is definitely no way to live twenty four seven.

Though things in life are going quite in the direction of being extremely interesting lately, I am surprisingly still grateful for what I have in my life. Yes, things could be better, but at the same time i so much rather have this semi peace of mind than to feel the numbness coursing through my veins and the constant weight of the coldness that I and H. had subjected me to in the past.

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

Expecting the Unexpected

So after coming back from Boston, I was thinking that I would have about three weeks of vacation and then work would begin immediately afterward. But now, having 4 weeks and going of vacation I am starting to expect the unexpected.

Though I have to say, I'm not exactly complaining about the free time. I mean I still have things to do, BUT after working nonstop since January, this vacation right now is bliss. I just wish I had more information on the job that I am suppose to have. I guess I just have to patient, and whilst the papers that my to be lab has published. *blech* as interesting as they are.

So I came back to SD yesterday afternoon from the bubble, thinking that I would simply spend my day slow and reading through some papers in the comforts of my own room. But since I'm am suppose to expect the unexpected, I am currently in downtown and sitting in my roommate's school's library....blogging and eventually hoping to get to some papers.

Life is fun.


This site's main theme more so stems from "Grace Kelly" by Mika. There is absolutely no association with Grace Kelly the actress. I only wish I could have 1/2 the grace she possesses on screen. *sighs*