Saturday, September 29, 2012

The level up from limbo

For a long while, I was in a state of falling then somehow I dropped into a state of limbo, bobbed around, and now I find myself in a land of not quite limbo, yet not quite productive.

I have about 5 weeks left to study for this next test of mine and pass a test that will be crucial in the next  step in life I would like to take, so currently my life is filled with re-learning math lingo, and re-learning to test.  It is scary to have to put everything down and focus all my energy on this test.  Thoughts of what if's keep running through my head and my only defense is that I try to tone down that distracting volume of thoughts and focus on what is ahead of me. 

Regardless with all the wonky emotions I have, I'm quite satisfied with my current situation, and happy with what is on my plate at the moment.  Sure, there are quite a few things that could be better, but then again, things can be much much worse.

In times like these, I have to remember to realize that I am loved, I have the potential, I just need to work out the process and give it all that I have such that there won't be any regrets.


Amanda said...

I hope the test goes well!! When are you taking it?

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